tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-92087966203174035992011-07-07T19:36:21.301-07:00zefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11154743030959219843noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9208796620317403599.post-87610838352428300862009-07-31T07:06:00.000-07:002009-07-31T07:21:16.863-07:00I'm sorry I blew my top. It wasn't your fault. Kelvin, Rollo, Juaen and Joel. It wasn't anyone's fault. I'm just.. dissapointed with myself and somewhat disgusted. I'm not going to fault anyone. It's mine and mine alone. <br /><br />Murphy sucks. Perhaps its just me. I don't really know or care.<br /><br />Today has been really horrible. I don't know why. Murphy seems to be hating me. <br /><br />My self-esteem is at an all time low.<br /><br />Perhaps I should really consider not playing basketball anymore. or at least until im very sure i wont lose my temper anymore.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9208796620317403599-8761083835242830086?l=gotshotgunnoopera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11154743030959219843noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9208796620317403599.post-23058764011653987402009-07-24T06:06:00.000-07:002009-07-24T06:23:32.836-07:00I don't know how it's supposed to be anymore. She avoids me completely. I have nothing to say to her anymore. It's an 180-degree turn. We used to be able to talk. Or perhaps it was just me. I really like her. love? Possibly. I can't be bothered. I just know I'm really vexed. I know it's impossible between us, but try as I may I just can't forget her. Save me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9208796620317403599-2305876401165398740?l=gotshotgunnoopera.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>zefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11154743030959219843noreply@blogger.com0