I'm sorry I blew my top. It wasn't your fault. Kelvin, Rollo, Juaen and Joel. It wasn't anyone's fault. I'm just.. dissapointed with myself and somewhat disgusted. I'm not going to fault anyone. It's mine and mine alone.

Murphy sucks. Perhaps its just me. I don't really know or care.

Today has been really horrible. I don't know why. Murphy seems to be hating me.

My self-esteem is at an all time low.

Perhaps I should really consider not playing basketball anymore. or at least until im very sure i wont lose my temper anymore.